Not sure if I remember how to do this, it has been so long. Depression is taking over my life. I see a faint light but I can’t find my way to it.
Instead of waking up to Alexa telling me to get up at 6am, I’m actually awoke by a steady rocking noise… It’s actually 2am and it’s not Alexa, but London… She has rocked the couch into the middle of the floor… I keep telling the doctors I don’t want my […]
We are days away from Valentine’s Day and I think this year may be the worst one yet. This will be the 1st year that we will not be able to afford a proper vday… At least to my standards… Date night postponed until summer I guess.
Have you ever been so scared to do something that it makes you physically ill just thinking about having to do it? Ever felt like no matter how prepared you are to do something, you can’t stop telling yourself that you have no idea what your doing? My anxiety is […]
Motherhood; is a choice you make everyday, to put someone else’s happiness and well-being ahead of your own, to teach the hard lessons, to do the right thing even when you’re not sure what the right thing is…and to forgive yourself, over and over again, for doing everything wrong. -Donna […]
I had my first few moments of regret that I would no longer be able to have children… It was really weird… I think I cried for the first time in a very long time since being on my anti-depressants… Not sure if I was more sad that I couldn’t […]
The kids were so bad today… It’s always fun when your driving and you have one kid hanging from the “oh shit bar” and another attempting to climb in the 3rd row… Then you get a sippy cup thrown at your head… You pull over and put them back in […]
Even I have rough days… Remember I do struggle with depression/anxiety… def not an excuse… Sometimes I don’t want to write anything on here because I don’t have anything nice to say… mom always said if you don’t have anything nice to say then don’t say anything at all… Currently […]
So I have to tell you, I was listening to a podcast yesterday which I like to do in my truck from time to time… I’m not going to say which one but I can tell you that this person is a “self-made” millionaire with tons of followers… I started […]
So I was in Aldi today… It’s Saturday and it’s my grocery shopping day… My daughter was with me… we were standing in line to check out… On Saturday’s this place can be so packed and chaotic… There was a mother and her 2 children in front of me… When […]